A Void

I am feeling weird today. It's hard to describe. So maybe getting it out on "paper" will help. I have gone through a huge monumental change in my life. One that I had no control over. Ok maybe I did, but maybe that's why I feel so horrible and...and empty. Like there is a void in my life. I know time will heal all wounds, and everything happens for a reason, and every ending is a new beginning, but these will never fill that void. I need to get out of here soon... at least for a little while.

Love,
me